Ambrosia

Ambrosia drops falling the opposite direction, they leave my body, they never return. I am left here alone in this body of shamless reactions and in such an absolute reluctant way of perceiving humanly things.

I wish I wasn´t here, because I am not really here. Detachment from the usual suspicious things. I can call it a gemini, a child of mercury, a moon child.

I dont want them back, take them, anyways they were never mine, this all was never intended to be mine or yours. But I do understand and it hurts, but i like the way it hurts.

All this knowledge at the end seems so irrelevant but its my only medicine, I need it, I seek for it, I love it. Gives me hope.

I do have hope and in fact I am really happy in my own world.

Ya de nada vale... :)